Hi markym1234,
Thanks for sticking with us on this one.
If you try sending a test email to the address, if an undeliverable message comes back then this would confirm the email address has been deleted and we would no longer be able to retrieve this.
If however the email sends successfully, it may just be in the pre-deleted stage. In which case there is a chance we would be able to get control of this address again. It would only be a one time thing, if it even works, but I would like to try and help.
I will need to confirm some information with you to pass security so I have sent you a direct message to allow us to do this with you in a private space. Just click on the little envelope at the top right-hand side of the page to access your inbox.
Thanks,